Ok, it's pretty obvious that we have been on and off, and finally its off for good. Well, does it prove my point to say that I am happy without Ben and even if he were to get into a car accident, I probably, actually NO I wouldn't give a damn. It is a big problem when the guy you date is way older than you but sadly way more immature that you are.
The best thing that he did for me was to break up with me. I am a softy and I feel bad when I break people's heart, hence a lot of time i try to be a bitch so that they can be the one that initiates it. But this time, I was just a bitch because he was a complete asshole.
Like I wrote on my facebook profile: if you are self centered, selfish, only think of yourself, only hang out with your family out of obligation, act like you are in high school, inconsiderate, and video games and yourself are the main focus of your life, then we cannot be friends, don’t bother talking to me. LOL serious, don’t talk to me we will not get alone.
obviously these are traits within a person that I cannot stand and these are traits that he embodied. I love the man, but I hate him at the same time with all my gut.
I am happy and I am ready to move forward with my life. He expects to date someone that will be his bitch and raise his children without him in the picture so that he can go and do whatever it is that he wants, well I am not that person. I want a father who plays and nurture my children.
GOOD RIDDANCE! YOU ARE MY BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT....
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